ah.....very stress!!!!!!!...so keep eating lor...eat and eat and eat........cos very stress..........very.....haix......gp finish le....a bit worried...the stupid boy sitting nxt to me write until soo much..... i die le lah..........see u nxt year in j1 orientation......haix........
Have u ever missed someone and felt terrible because u think tat he doesn't miss u?
Missing someone is a terrible but at the same time, sweet feeling.
U will be sitting around wondering if u meant anything to him.
Thinking if he ever cares about u...
Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it's him.
Looking out of the window hoping that he will surprise u by appearing downstairs.
Sitting in front of the television but thinking of her missing the final episode of your favourite show.
Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time u went out together.
Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, talking about everything, your dreams, plans, future.
Logging on to the internet hoping to see him online.
When u realise that he isn't online and did not return your page, u will start worrying if he is okay.
Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess.
It exposes u to loneliness.
It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness.
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.
U know that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him.
But missing someone and not knowing if he is feeling the same is terrible.
U feel as if u are being left alone.
So if u miss someone, tell him/her and let them know.
At the same time, ask if they miss u.
Don't let the feeling of missing someone become jealousy or paranoid.
If u are the one being missed and u know it, let the other party know.
if u miss him/her too, tell them. Don't let them wait....
PS....tks hara
(as promised....since i got nth to do....so write a story lor)
First three month was really fun....she made many new friends.....and getting used to the new environment. Little did she know, heaven decides to play a little trick. She was separated from her friend, and was put into a new class. Glancing around the classroom, she knew no one. Strangers and strangers.......feeling lost and depress. How she wish to go back to the old days....she wished.....Soon, a week past. She got to know more and more friends.....finally....after struggling for sometime, she blend into her friends, and she got to know her(to prevent confusion, lets call her ah pao). Ah pao is not really eye catching, somehow, she noticed her. Her smile, her cute laughter, her friendliness, her beauty. The two girls click really well. She started with a small crush then now a huge crush. Strange, she came from a coed school, had always been surrounded by boys, why ah pao?........no one knows....I bet she doesnt know too. Love do not need any reason. Soon, they started going out.....as good friends.....watching movie, shopping. She has nv been happier.
However, she realise that her crush on ah pao has transformed into.....love..........
Shes eager to tell her. She started to drop hints.....small hints big hints...........hoping that ah pao will understand.....but our ah pao is too innocent to notice anything. This worn out her patient. She was really desperate to tell her. But, to her horror, ah pao told her that she had a crush on a boy and th boy likes her too. Her world fell apart....how could it be......feeling really depressed.
She sat on her bed......she decided to write ah pao an emil.
"I really love you, i hope to give u my everything. But i know its impossible. Hope that u are happy with him"
After pressing the "send" button, she took out the penknife..............
Haix......havnt been having appetite these few days......issit stress.....dun wanna blame everything on stress....stress should make me better...issnt it......okay.....so what if i feel tired ALL the time....feel like sleeping ALL the time....really tired....cant finish my hmwk....WHY....they've got 24hrs too wat.....why is my 24 hours shorter than the others....bad time management????.......dun think soo......or.........mayb bah....haix.......oh yah....JW's blog...haha...interesting LOVE story bout him and her.......haha.....not laughing at u...really...but admire your courage...i dun have the gut to do so....a bit embarrassing....haha....yah...okok...i will try though....haha....jia you!!!!!!!
HAha....bery gd.....the stupid guy didnt come. We cant do without his survey EoM.....he even has the pw working file wif him. Swithced off his hp, saying that he has tornament tml. Bery gd..........i controlled myself very well tday, didnt say anything bad. Everything was neutral. Hows that....only time can tell her how bad this guy is. de cun jing chi....But, after some reflection, i realise that i am at wrong too.....cant always blame others.....(blame ourself bfore we blame others)........i agree.....i am bias against him.......I should have given a chance to prove his worth.........anw........we have given him the chance issnt it. The Survey. Very gd....headr from eileen that he has done it....speechless....anw....watever it is, i just dun wanna my relation wif her to turn sour....so i will keep on being neutral....(cos she suan me until i wanna squash her)........after that......i think shld just be a classmate cum stranger. Shes too extreme le.....she said that all english songs suck...erm...isnt this extreme...i think that no matter what we shld respect the others viewpoint.......and only think that ours are always right....think she has been showing this when the pw just started. She kept shooting down wai's idea, and yeh, she did contribute. But the ideas are really so vague and it sounded despo. Shes like in her own world. and everyone gotta obey the rules in her world.....cant stand it. But since pw requires us to work with ppl.......so bo bian lah......finish the pw.....jia you...
of course i cant keep shooting others....i think i am another slacker in the group. haha....i did contribut ideas but they are vague. But wai really contributed a lot of ideas....i always feel that wothout her, our project would not have run so smoothly....yap.......
long time nv blog le!!!...this means.....long time nv do pw le....a bit worried...but haix...wat to do.....dun wanna do lah....duno if shenghua had done his EoM.....msg him also dun wanna reply.....really wanna sclod the F word liao....but i will not...dun wanna loose my cool cos of him....yap.....i dun wanna msg him anymore....let eileen msg him bah.....dun wanna create more misunderstandings......cos i dun think i am at fault. yap......hmm........really got no motivation to do pw......yah...haha....bo bian.......haix....but still need to do.....yap....JiaYou BAH!!!!