Syf coming...getting gold is hard for co...we are not bonded!! i just dun have the feelong i have during swiss co..its so warm...but i feel cold in njco...its reali hard man...i will cry if we didnt get gold...we tried too hard...of course...face value is also important...
arh..i promise myself and also my dearest mummy(biological one) not to chat on msn so frequently...i am trying not to even touch the stupid icon...gonna remove it from my desktop....yes we(me and he) chat on msn every nite...mayb tt shld come to a stop...after much thought..i seriously feel tt i am not gd enuf for him...mayb i shld stop going to mcdonald every fri...he deserves a much better person than me...seeing him is a pain...fiona: i promised u tt i will not forget him...but i am sorry i have to break it...if u dun wanna see me sad...let mi do it...i know wat i am doing....
haix...under stress....tml is napfa but my thigh muscle is still aching..its even worse than yesterday...i think tt i am gonna fail...planning to get a medical cert to excuse myself...cos my knee is not doing any better...why is unlucky things keep on happening to me...somehow i share the same feeling as van now...go onto the road...get knocked down by some stupid car...i am soo tired...life to me its all bout studying....i regret trying soo hard to appeal...mayb i shld reali go to some ite and learn to cook...i would be happier...see!! how can someone who wanted to go ITE get someone from hc..haha...my foot.....
have a great day