Friends: miss van damn hell a lot, duno if she miss mi...ZHiru...dun wanna but...i realise tt i dun reali have anything to tok to her...not tt i dun wan or i dislike her...i just duno wat to tell her..decided to write her a letter...i just could not say all those things out...feel a bit mushy...Fiona...haha...very gd mother...she told mi a lot of things...(ps tks for trusting mi)...jus realise tt i dun reali much gd friends tt i can reali tok to...oh yes...Xuanny...a gd friend of mine i know in CO...
school work: i reali hope tt i culd have 100hrs a day..or make the time stop for mi so tt i could just finish my bloody homework...i just cant finish...i just dun seem to have enough time....and i am always so tired..i cant lie to myself...i am kinda lazy=p....i feel so stupid..so bai chi...i should have applied to sime ITE...or just quite my studies...of course i would not....i will break my parents heart......
relationship: i cant help but feel tt i am in a one sided relationship...tis is not even a relationshp...i felt like smsing him,telling him tt i fell down, but i felt so silly,so in the end i didnt... i said i wanna forget bout him, but i just cant...
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